Last night - I was feeling very down, things just are not going that well for me at the moment, I walked out on my job, lots of reasons, dont want to log in sl, different reasons,, overall just craplife.

But…. meow meow meow.. my little cat, Gigi, found her way home after about 3 weeks away, much thinner and pretty dirty , but I cried when i saw her and laughed all the same time, maybe God doesnt hate me anymore has decided to stop pissing on me.
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Well, it’s my birthday in first life tomorrow, what am I going to do with myself, make a huge meal of course, I got a little training so here’s what I am making, just to make you hungry,

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Bloody Gi, decided to run away, it’s been really hot in California these last few days - so I left the Screen doors in the bedroom open, she yanks them open in the middle of night, and jumps down 20ft, and off she goes - bloody little ratbag.. Well.. I am checking the lost pet website and doing some flyers and she is microchipped.. so maybe I can get her back.. I am so pissed off :( and poor Flinty is depressed, he’s moping and looking out of the window and yowling all the time. GET A DOG I SAY..looks depressed too.

Okay so day 1 of being by myself, long day in rl with classes and work starts at 5am and finishes around 8.30 at night, got home, sank into the seat and logged on - friends list blank - Go figure.. so I went freebie hunting..after checking cherlindrea’s blog..and met another new friend a designer - who very kindly showed me how to make a prim skirt .. Wow was I impressed .. too right I was - they made it look super easy.. which I am sure it isnt. Got me thinking though, What terrible slutty clothes I could design for myself…LOL. actually in truth what I would love to wear - are clothes like the women on paintings by Alphonse Mucha, starts sketching - well I was a fine Arts Major - I gotta be able to knock something out…..bites pencil.
And on a final Note.. I Got a new song - dedictated to red
New Shoes.. Yep that’s what I got New Shoes
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Today my Second Life changed.. it came around full circle.
Today I changed to Red.. my new look and my new start, with old and new friends for support and friendship and one foot in front of the other.
Looks over at the dawn and smiles softly.

Hi there, I was a long time devotee to SLProfiles, but with one thing and another .. I need a fresh start .. and I noticed some faces on SLBuzz that I know on SLProfiles.. waves